Facing the Facts



Here I go again.  Why do I do this?  I try to be a consistent  blogger, but I'm not.  I've narrowed it down to a couple of things that hinder me from blogging and I am going to share them with you in hopes that I will overcome these limitations.

I am inconsistent.

There.  Whew!  It's out and you probably were not surprised a bit! I have learned a lot about myself this month due to some amazing information that I am dying to share with you! Later.  One thing I already know is that I have a hard time sticking with some things, more than just blogging.  I will do really good for a while and then something more pressing will come up and vroom!  I'm off to take care of it and then it takes me a while to get back to what I was doing.  Some things I never get back to because they are no longer fun anymore.  I will explain more about that later and it will make perfect sense to you.

When I get overwhelmed, I shut down or ignore whatever it is that is overwhelming to me.

Laundry for instance.  If it gets too piled up, I tend to ignore it until someone (or several someones) cry out' "I'm out of underwear!"  Then I have to MAKE myself face the laundry monster.  Guess what happens?  I tackle it with a vengeance and try to get caught up in one day.  Rome wasn't built in a day, what possesses me to think I can build an empty laundry room in one day?!  I don't know, but this is my tendency.  Is anyone else out there feeling my discomfort right about now? :)

I am forgetful.

Enough said!

If I can't do it perfect, I don't want to do it at all or I tend to put it off until I can.

I have tons of things I want to write about on this blog, but I fret over writing them accurately, intelligently, and interestingly.  Some days I can hop on the computer and pound away the letters as quickly as my little fingers can go.  Other days I contemplate and articulate the very best way to present a post to you, my readers.  I wait too long.  This limitation of mine bleeds into the one I previously mentioned about getting overwhelmed and ignoring something that has piled up.  Thus the biggest reason I go too long between writing.

I have something I want to share with you, but am having difficulties knowing exactly how to write it.  It is something that has deeply impacted my life this month and I want it to deeply affect yours.  It has been fun learning and I want it to be fun for you.  I am still working on the perfect way to share it with you!  It is coming, I promise!

So there you have it.  The real reasons behind my sporadic blogging.  I have learned that these limitations hinder me from being the best that I can be.  I must strive to overcome these limitations in every area of my life. I must strive daily.

If you come back and you don't see a new post, I would love to have you stick with me and check again...and maybe again...until you see something new.  That's a lot to ask, I know.

I love blogging and appreciate my sweet friends who check and see what I've had to say.  I'm really excited to share with you what I have learned this month.  Hang with me, it will be worth it!

Hint: It has to do with learning about why you do what you do (and so much more)!

Blessings to you, my dear friends,  

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2 comments:

Melissa Snow said...

YOU are a carbon copy of ME!!!! Never knew we shared the same dna :D I'm sorry, that is not at all encouraging I know, but I could have written this post just exactly the way you did.

LOVE you girl! Missing you too!

Melissa

Niki said...

That is awesome, Melissa! I'm glad to know I'm not the only one like this! LOL I love you, too. Maybe we can see each other sometime soon! Thanks for visiting today!